Change

Dyed my hair dark.
Changed my spectacles.

What's next? ;)

:(

Today my bf is working late, so I'm home alone, exhausted from waking up early.
This 2 weeks gonna be crazy because I have to relief tuition for yi and bf has duties.

Sighs, a day of not meeting my bf feels so weird :(

Roz

I remembered my first day at Twelve Cupcakes. I was early, and I greeted everyone. Roz was there, and he said something about my shoes - Vans. He was a Vans fan too. Being "sorta" the pioneer batch at Twelve, I was under his lead for quite awhile, as there was only one manager coordinating all the outlets. We were tight and we all loved him. He was nonchalant but so cool about everything.

He was a joy to everyone. He would always try and help and speak up for our fellow colleagues whenever they needed him. And he was so relatable to us (mainly the BIG BANG fans), because he was one too (although in the non-mad-fanboy way). And then I would hear him tell us stories about his crazy nights (always working two jobs? manager during the day, MC at night). Some days he would come to work hungover.

Subsequently, a lot more managers were hired and we had to rotate outlets. I was not under his care anymore, but whenever I visited his outlets, he would always greet me with a hug.

He was so dear to all of us that when he left, I was sure everyone felt a part of them got ripped out.

I only regret I never visited him at the hospital, although I did ask about him. I had hoped from the bottom of my heart that he would recover. I saw posts from his sisters that he was getting better, I thought he would heal. I thought wrong.

It feels fucking crazy. Only a few years back, we were working together. And now he has passed. But I know, he's free of pain and he is happier now. You are always in our hearts, Roz.

Happy

Haven't had the time to blog for a long while.
Since I deleted the blogger app on my phone (and it's not available for download anymore), I couldn't blog on the go.
I'm too lazy to blog on my laptop because all the photos are in my phone....

Just logged into blogger and saw a hate comment, it went "don't be jealous of plastic bitches, don't you have a mirror at home?" to my previous post which I didn't mention about plastic bitches at all??? And I have no issues with people who have plastic surgery??? But anyway, I deleted the comment, because it made no sense and it keeps me happier to keep my blog clean :)

Moving on~

Life's been pretty much mundane. Waking up at 6am. Work till 530pm. Meet bf for dinner everyday (No I don't get sick of meeting my bf everyday. Furthermore, it's only a few hours. And I feel so much better seeing him after work ^^). Sleep around 11-12am. The cycle repeats.

Oh, I had a medical check up last week, sponsored by my company. My first ever, in 23 years. Had my blood drawn, for the first time! I was really excited about it :| It was really not painful at all when the nurse inserted the needle, and only felt like a pinch when she took it out. I think I have a pretty high threshold for pain... because I had multiple surface piercings before? Nothing beats nape piercing. The needle was really similar to the piercing needle, except it was smaller. Had an xray too, and my height and weight, blood pressure and everything taken.

Got my results today, and everything's pretty normal. Was pretty worried about my heart since I had some chest pains (but the last time I went to the Doc, he said it was cuz I didn't exercise). But everything seems normal. I am really 1.63m tall! For a few years I was doubting myself because my height fluctuates when I take them.

I compared my results to my bf's (which he also had one recently), and I think I'm much healthier than him. But kudos to him, cuz his glucose (sugar) dropped from 5.7 to 5.4 in a year. Higher than 6.0 would be kinda bad. Mine was 4. something. And he has high blood pressure! I mean not really, but his is not in the normal range. Gotta watch his diet :/

Excited about the upcoming BTO in May, my bf's birthday and also cruise in July (on my birthday!)

Having to work with Windows 5 days a week makes me lose touch with my Mac. Always pressing "fn" because it's "ctrl" on Windows T_T On Mac, we uses "command" which is "alt" on Windows. So not used to it.

Long update short: I'm very contented with Life right now. On every week that I felt was long, I would try and appreciate instead of complain, because I don't want life to just.... go by like that. I want to enjoy every day :)

To do list for tomorrow:
- Play with Giselle
- Train hard for NVM;
- So I can sleep early



The only thing I hate about adult life is having to pay my bills myself. Nvm, next time 老公养我 :)
P.S For my bf who wants an update on my blog.

Good night, X