All or nothing

28/6: Watching our queens perform for the second time

#2NE1

♡

He got up in the middle of the night, to boil(?) hot water for me to drink because my cramps were hurting me. Then he soothed me to sleep by stroking my hair and rubbing/massaging my waist because I was lying on my side. So blessed to have him. This is enough ♡

5 more days... till 6 more months.

I want to be a better girlfriend.

Let me be busy, be preoccupied for the next 6 months.

Ultimate love

baby wanna kajiao his sleeping nephew!

Celebrated his dad's bday at Momiji, City Square and the whole family went to the arcade after the dinner!

We spotted the neoprints machine and took one!!!! baby was so awkz though XD

Us with the Chang sisters!!!! SO ADORBSSSS ugh

Love it when they all address me as "Audrey jie jie" cuz it feels like I've younger sisters xx

Chu~

Another ice cream night : )

And at his house bus stop where we used to sit and lepak or just enjoy each other's presence.

I told him I miss those days, where he had more time for me, doing things for me, saying sweet stuff to me, and not consumed by work. I guess it's cuz I'm still schooling and have not experienced the working adult life...? Mixed feelingssssss, I'm trying very hard to understand each and every situation/problem we face, and I'm not even a positive person to start with... That's why it's hard for me to see the positive in every situation. He's starting course soon, this is our last week where we can spend the weekdays together. I foresee the beginning of my independence (LOL) (JK) (I will never be independent :/)

Anyhoooo, it was a great weekend spent because I get to see the Chang sisters, and play with them. baby sent me to work on Sunday and waited for me to knock off so we could go back home together. He also bought a smaller version of my Klean Kanteen for me/us : D I love when he's damn concerned over my well-being, sayang me cuz I didn't had lunch : D I love it more when we spend time just lying side by side playing games on our phones. But I love it most when I get to sleep beside him and waking up to him and his morning kisses. Ultimate love xx

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Just today, I've been feeling really moody for some reason..... I don't know if it's monday blues, or just me being back at my own house, or that I've to wait for his replies because his connection is really bad at work, or that I know that most of the mondays I won't get to see him... but his tweets made my day so much better and I get to see him tonight. I know I'm like super overly attached, but noone else makes me happier than him plus his course is starting next week, so let me be a selfish girlfriend who wants to take up all his personal time : D

I hate staying at home.
It makes me feel so damn.... sad, for some reason.

I feel so horrible...

Reyna, Priscilla, Giselle

Meet up with Reyna~ Finally get to see her after she went to the UK for 9 months!!!!!!! It's been a very long time and we had a good ketchup session :-) These photos are just 1/6 of what we've taken hahahaha

Bi's 22nd birthday! Simple birthday celebration at Pioneer's Zi Char~

Annnnd Giselle's full month celebration :-)

Confidence

I wish I was actually super good at something...

Can somebody tell me the things I'm worth loving for?

:<

I'm too pathetic, constantly trying to fight for your attention.

:-)

6th monthsary x

Dearest got us couple watches!!

The Chang sisters hehe cheeky Zanice

BBQ night with baby's MI friends :-)

Ting's 22nd birthday brunch @ Fat Mama

Visiting Giselle~

Weight

47.2kg... I haven't weigh this little/much since 2008. 6 years ago. Should I be worried? Or glad?



46.8kg

"And we're gonna last. You know how I know? Because I still wake up every morning and the first thing I want to do is to see your face."

Crucial point

Stressful situations at home. Quarrels in love. Really want to avoid everything, or take everything away. Or would disappearing help? I don't want to stay home and I've no place to go. Is it a good or a bad thing I don't have school? It would be good because I have somewhere else to go, but bad because I have another thing to worry about. I feel so ashamed because I hate crying in public and I have made a fool out of myself today. I walked and walked till I decided to go home, I slept and woke up and then decided to sleep again. I couldn't even eat a proper meal because I felt full and nauseated. I sound like... my life is meaningless. And maybe it is. This is the point where either I take control or let it spiral down. I am sad too often.

6th on the 6th

I really want us together. Growing old and stuff.
But it's so scary I don't know what the future holds.
I can only hope for the best. I really want this.

Yup

"I talk about how i feel unappreciated at times and he’ll tell me about how he really dislikes it when i get all moody out of the blue. I guess through these talks we learn more about one another and we’ll be more understanding when shitty situations happen."

10 Ways You Know He's A Keeper

He's almost all, except 8 XD