I love it when you snore while sleeping :p

Facetime

我的可爱派 ♡

Void

Useless. Letdown. Disappointment. 

Really hate feeling this way again.

What am I good at?

Nothing.

Happy cat :)

My sweetie bear:

I remember sem1's exams I was crying everyday because I was so stressed out from it. This semester I have the sweetest man in the my world :) He just keeps encouraging me to do well. I felt so mega-ly pampered the past week!!!!!! AND SUPER DUPER HAPPY because everything goes MY way. Maybe it's just the exams period and he's only doing it to make sure I do well, but I think I'll be glad to have exams everyday if he's this sweet all the time! I got a new flat pillow from him T__T It's so fluffffffffeh!!! He got me a hoodie too~ A matching hoodie to his~ And one night he was buying dinner back, he got me my fav chocolate too (without me asking him to...?) AND AND AND he tries to stay up with me while I revise. AND AND AND AND he came over to find me with dinner today when I thought we weren't meeting. Sighs, he's the best. The best I could ever ask for.

The one

Just so thankful for the sweetie bear who gave me a booster for my finals. He knew I haven't had my breakfast so he bought bread and cookies for me, and even wrote a card. (He even bought the pen just to write that card, so dumb) And he sent me to school. He always make sure I never go hungry and neither would he let me. He massages me while I study even when I didn't ask him to. He would play and sing me songs just because I want to hear him sing. He stayed up with me while I revise/study till late even though he's a sleepy bear (his bed time is 1030pm and we stayed up till 1230am, and sleep is kinda important to him). Then because I can't sleep on his pillow (it's just too high and my neck feels weird), he would rather not use the pillow too. And I think he got awaken by me a couple of times because I couldn't sleep and kept tossing and turning. Poor thing loses sleep again and has to wake up just because I want to go home. I felt really bad :(

Thank you my love for giving me the best and just being there for me. What would I do without you?

S.E.A Aquarium

He's actually posing - trying to act like he's not interested in the picture taking

L for LAME

I bought 2 tickets to the S.E.A Aquarium for our 4th month, thinking that we can go on a date that day. But sadly, our monthsary coincide with tomb sweeping so we had to postpone our date! The S.E.A Aquarium is pretty fascinating, but I think there are too many stingrays hahahaha. It's like every tank has at least 1 stingray! It was a good trip and I hope he likes it~

After touring the S.E.A Aquarium, we chanced upon the jellybeans that I've always wanted to buy - Bean Boozled! We did a jellybean challenge on that, it was really a funny video, although you could kinda hear me stammer over some words. I realised I stammer when I'm nervous. Ugh self esteem issues. We had so much, so much laughter that weekend. We laughed like madmen, I swear! Till our stomach hurts! It was really a good weekend. I wish weekdays didn't have to come... Every week I'm just looking forward to the weekends with you.

Here's the video of our jellybean challenge:

Thank you love for always trying to do your best to give me the best. You're the best! (Sometimes)

Fake! You're the bestest I've ever had ♡

This is sad.

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I dreamt about you again.

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I dreamt about you.

But I'll try

When we have so many good times together, I just fell in love with us all over again. I want this - the happy us, everyday, once more. And that's when I love you a little too much, again.

How can I make myself love you lesser? The thing is, I can't.

Even if I had a million reasons to leave you, I would still look for one to stay.

Another space

Recently... things haven't been going right...



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11 Things That Happen When You Love A Boy With All Your Heart

13 Things I Will Do For My Future Love

Happy 4th, love

Went to Creamier on our 4th monthsary :)

I'm happy that he likes it~

Alecia's 2nd birthday

Bf brought me to his niece's birthday chalet! It was so fun but really tiring because the Chang sisters want me to play with them so much! But I don't mind at all!!!! Zanice is such a cutie pie! And it's quite a nice feeling being called "Audrey jiejie" HAHAHA It was really stressful too because we're constantly worrying whether the kids will hurt themselves... They take up so much of the adults' energy! Being a parent is really hard...

(Left to right) ?, Alden, ?, Alecia, Zanice, Shenghan and Ranice

There are two kids whom I don't know because they are Alden and Alecia's maternal cousins!

Ranice

Zanice

I rely on you, a little too much...

Tweet

I really like when you tweet to/about me. I really really like it. It's like you're showing the world that I'm your girl. I wish it could be more often.

Enchanted

Instead of doing my project, all I could think about is you. How could I have fallen so deep? I wonder if it is a good or bad thing. I think both. Just last night, we both laid in your bed and talked - this is one of the many favourite things I like to do with you. We had a heart-to-heart talk (actually it was just you talking and me trying to comprehend), how wrong was I to have felt that way. I knew I was only overthinking and it's really tough in camp, I just couldn't help what I feel. I tend to overthink a lot, and let those negative thoughts get to me. I need you to reassure me or I'll be insecure (not in the sense that you would fall for other girls, but maybe you don't see a point to put in any effort for me anymore) All these aside, I'm thankful that you told me all those things, words that I needed to hear.

I could really get use to waking up next to you. I love seeing you in uniform because you look so good. I feel like a fucking fangirl right now. I could never look at anybody else the same way. I'm really blinded by love.

Without a doubt

I hate when you ignore my tweets or doesn't acknowledge my texts. I hate being the first to say I miss you, to say I can't wait to see you, to love you more than you love me and to feel that way, even. I hate being the only one sending long messages and love tweets. I hate how I feel like I'm not worth it anymore, like this is one-sided, and to feel like this every time. I hate the fact that you'll never come for me when we quarrel, that your anger lasts longer than mine. I hate how you tell me the weekdays will pass by really quickly because it's not true. To love or to be loved, it doesn't matter anymore. Because I realised I'll never love you any lesser.

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I go back to my gallery every time I'm free or when I miss you a little too much. (And I don't want to say it because I don't want to be the first to do it.) I look at our pictures, at your pictures, and your covers. Sometimes it makes me happier, but sometimes sadder. I look (and listen) to them and wonder how did you ever come into my life. You're so perfect to me.

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I miss you and I can't wait to see you.