2013 in a summary

Went to Bangkok
Graduated from poly
First clubbing experience
GDRAGON's One Of A Kind concert
2nd anniversary with Twelve Cupcakes
Turning 21
Started uni life
BIGBANG F1 concert
Quitted Twelve Cupcakes
Started working at W39 Bistro and Bakery
Fell in love

Christmas 2013

The best Christmas I ever had. He handmade a model of the "Stars, Snowman and Northern Lights" (Although the Northern Lights were pretty much a fail), wrote a card, bought 2 Pandora Charms for me (wtf!) One of the charms was a star which he used in the model, the other was a heart. We celebrated the night of Christmas eve with my girlfriends and the boyfriends.

"I promised to pluck a star for you… it cannot be done, so the closest thing I could do was to get a star shape charm and give it to you. You will always be in possession of the star. It also signifies that, whatever I promise you, I will do it if I can. And if it can't be done, I'll try as hard as I can to make good of my word to you.

The heart shape signifies giving you the whole of my heart… you have possession of a star, you have possession of my heart too. As long as my heart is still beating, I promise to love you with all I can, with all my heart. By giving you my heart, I trust that you will not break it or mistreat it. I promise to love you my whole life, and no other woman will ever take your place in my heart.

The whole gift that i pieced tgt, may not be the best gift you have received, or the most expensive stuff you will ever get… But this gift will serve as a reminder to me that I promise you to see snowman in the future and the northern lights. No matter how hard I have to work, I will work for you, love you, and treat you like my little princess… I love you, merry christmas!"

But I really love the handmade model more than the 2 charms he bought, because I know how much effort he had put in to do it. :')

And on Christmas day, he came over to my house and surprised me with roses. Christmas roses! FLOWERS *__* And another card :D I really feel like a princess with him :')

And then we had dinner at Spruce! Food was good, company was good. He never fails to amaze me every time. Thank you love, it was really the best Christmas I ever had. ♡

W39: Ketchup session

Judge

Why do people judge?

What's wrong with being too skinny or too fat?

What's wrong with falling in love with the same sex?

What's wrong with wearing religious headwear?

It doesn't even make a difference to your life, so why hate on it?

Same same but different

Have I been out of love for too long?
I feel like this is a different kind of love.

I used to be in love but I felt like I was loving for something else.
For the first time, I feel like I'm in love, with a person.
I don't want anything more than his presence.

Attached

After four-going-five years of being single, I am now someone else's girlfriend. In the past, the idea of having a relationship really puts me off just because I felt that things just won't work out. Then, I found him. But I was too afraid to try. I've always felt like I'm not worthy of anybody, much less of somebody who is so perfect to me. I kept trying to refrain myself from falling in love with him or anybody because I don't want to get hurt. I had build up this wall/barrier for the past few years and I just couldn't break it. No courage. I kept pushing him away and we almost didn't make it. I couldn't stand not being able to talk to him, not even for a day. That's when I realised how much he means to me and that I'm in love. I thought, I have to try. Even if it is gonna hurt me, I know he will be worth it.

When I'm with him, I feel like I'm constantly learning from him. He makes me a better person, and so much more positive. I just feel so blessed and happy with him every time. It's so weird that I feel contented even when I'm just sitting next to him doing nothing. We have really came a long way and I am just really thankful for him because he showers me with so much love. I really don't know what I did to deserve such a great guy like him. I cannot be sure about what the future might bring but I really wish this will last. And that he'll be my last. x

Giving

怎么还那么痛呢

Aches

The Heart and the Head

-

When i'm sad, i go to my gallery and listen to all the covers you sent me. When i hear you sing, i feel so much better :)