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Happy days.
I hope this lasts.

胡思乱想

Article

http://thoughtcatalog.com/shermaine-lau/2013/11/trusting-with-a-broken-heart/

"Flaws don't define you."

"What hurts is thinking that maybe, if there were more time, things would have been different. What hurts is knowing that it didn’t end badly, so why should it have even ended? What hurts is that no matter how long the person was in your life, they were a part of it, and now they’re not."

Ache

Maybe time will tell.

I wished I was brave enough.
Instead of taking a leap, we made a turn.

It freaking tortures me when I think about it.
Why do you have to mean so much to me?

I know I will be fine. Because time also heals.

"He had no appetite. He didn't feel like working or opening a book. Listening to music held no appeal. His body was exhausted, but his nerves were on edge, so he knew that even if he lay down he wouldn't get any sleep. Something about the silence seemed contrived."

...

We're just very different people.

Inextricable

I want to rest my heart on your words.

1Q84

Find me now. Before someone else does.

All we have is now

I think I have not felt genuinely happy for a long time, and tonight is the first.
This might even possibly be my first happy post of 2013.

I really wonder what have I done to deserve someone like you.
It is an understatement to say that I feel so blessed to have you in my life, right now.

It is hard to love, but it is harder not to love you.

Note to self

"It's ok to be sad, but not forever. Sadness is not as beautiful as music makes it seem."
"You will never be happy if you continue to hold on to the things that make you sad."
"Learn to love every bit of yourself.”

Back to square one

The truth is, I'm scared.
I said I'll get better, but I'm not picking myself up.