why won't my father support any of my decisions?

21

happy 21st birthday to ma baby @jinghuit!!!!
21st birthday on the 21st!

the first girlfriend in my clique to turn 21 officially!
this sets me thinking...
like, wow i don't even feel 21 at all.
i wish there is a less cliché phrase to use but, time really flies.
the first quarter of yesteryear, i was 19 turning 20, but now i'm going to be 21!

aiya i don't know how to explain this properly....
i feel like we are gonna age a lot faster after being 21yo, like 21yo still sounds young but 22yo sounds a tad old already hahaha

so anyway.... i feel like taking a break from everything right now.
cuz i hate the way everything is at the moment.
should i quit my job?... contemplating and thinking about it over and over again.

i seriously sound so depressed all the time and i hate it too
but i can't control what i feel and i need to say it somewhere....
since nobody really reads my blog, i vent it out here
and i can't voice it out to my friends........

it's so suffocating man!!!!!!!!
living is so hard

yay or nay

do what makes you happy
how come this is no longer the case.
why am i always so upset over somebody else's matters
why do they act like this?
what should i do? i feel like leaving...

deprived

5:45AM
studying for REI mock exam
need sleep badly..........

blasting jiyong's songs

this too, shall pass

ignorance is bliss.
don't eat sashimi.

self inflicted insomnia

happens too often!!!!
sleeping at around 8pm/9pm to wake up around 11pm or 12am
and then here i am.
4:34am STILL NOT ASLEEP.
school tomorrow at 9am, supposed to wake up at 7am.
go00d job aud way to go

axe!

#1

09 jan 2013

bowling with my dear twelvies!! it was very fun and nad the commentator was so hilarious!!! hehe lots of laughter and love tonight! got to know the name of my a&f cutie hehe.

first happy day of 2013!

time 4 runningman, because i'm in a happy mood ke

question

Google: is it wrong to doubt God?

demoralised

why do i feel this way all the time?

nostalgic

disclaimer: just reminiscing! not missing anybody!

wow while watching britney spears videos (i was a hxc fan when i was younger) out of boredom, i suddenly thought of the past. i had a drawer full of things from my past lol - thought i would find britney spears stickers in there but no, the drawer was full of letters written by my ex. we used to write letters to each other cuz we're in different class (but we meet almost everyday), this sounds so stupid lol

of course i have moved on, should i throw these letters away? then again, the memory of us are slowly fading away along the years, and those are the things that will remind me of my past. along with those letters are some of our keepsakes - secondary school handbooks which i decorated with all my love (-_-), our build a bear certificate (lol!!!!) and some items with our names on it. doesn't feel long when i look back, it's only been 4 years when we broke up. lol

that r/s pretty sums up my life in secondary school and that was probably the only thing i could remember. turning 21 this year, am definitely missing being a kid. a naive and rebellious child.

happy twenty-thirteen

twenty twelve is over!

should i write new year resolutions?

nope probably not, doubt i can remember them and follow them diligently :/

maybe monthly resolutions!

thankful.