extra20s

Collected my extra20s on friday! hehe it was torn at the top right hand corner but besides that, everything is perfect hehe!!!!

TODAY 25 JUNE I GOT MY BIGBANG ALIVE TOUR TICKET!!!!!!!!!!!
so stoked, can't wait to see my 5 fav boys :)

counting my blessings

counting my blessings during hard times...
i feel so much happier compared to yesterday! haha having severe moodswings i guess haha

priscilla told me that i'm very bad to mr tan because whenever he tries to like communicate  with me i just ignore him. not that i want to ignore him?? but his communicating = telling lame jokes haha and i'll be like literally can't be bothered to entertain him so i'll just give the "um, ok" look haha

HSM ppt due tmr
WISP due tuesday
BRF due next week
FOOTFALL to be done
Work tmr

wants to list the people i'm thankful for tonight, like i've done so on twitter.
it makes me feels A LOT better??? idk why too

people to be thankful for:

1. my parents, for always asking me to quit or work lesser because they know i'm tired
2. MALT, Mah Zhengyi, Lim Meiting and Toh Jinghui, for always cheering me up when i'm feeling depressed or emo or upset
3. Priscilla Tan Jia Jia, my beloved best friend who has always been there for me, my confidante ♡
4. classmates, especially Priscilla and Shi Ting (FYP mates) for always doing most of the work and compromising with my work schedule.
5. colleagues: team USQ, Steph bb, Eunice, Jia hui, Noreen, Sheralyn. for making my work so much more enjoyable. lovely colleagues. besides Team USQ, also colleagues who have made an impact in my life, Ivy, Atika, Chloe, Vivien, Joy, Hazel, Gen, Eudora, Sue Yee, Olivia and Judith!!
6. my fav fav fav OM, Mr Roz Wong, for always being so caring! Fellow Leo, fellow VIP, fellow Monkey!!!! hahaha

i think these are the people i will never forget..... :') love them to bits!

gotta do work now! actually i say break half an hr, but i break 1 hr liao......

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every single day i'm so stress
so damn stress!!!!!!!

cannot breathe anymore it's suffocating me :(
i have to work less days and less days = 1 day 1 week? that's so little :(
i rather work than school but school is more important right now

but NP is a damn shit school and all the (higher-ranking) teachers suck (in charge of FYP one)
they seriously wasted our time doing the questionnaire and end up not using it, now they want us to do footfall by 7july. do you think our lives only revolves around school and the damn FYP???

stop stop stop!!!!
too much negativity.
i need to be more positive and everything will work out.

breathe in~~~~~~~~~~
breathe out
let's take one step at a time....

1 more sem and 1 more term to go and i'm done.
keep it up audrey

effort

fail friend much????

i've been working if not doing school work.
totally been neglecting my girls
not making the effort to meet them.
july shall be a new start and i will plan my days better.

i'm fully booked for june.
how sad is that.....
6/8 with work
1/8 with school work
1/8 with birthday celebrations

i need to plan better
sibei no life


MY EYELIDS BEEN TWITCHING NON STOP
just now left now right ASOFMGODHNREDIHNTFH
maybe not enough sleep hahaha

tomorrow i have dental (to get my retainers) + project from 2.30pm to 6pm and birthday celebration + papa's day celebration tmr....

and BOYS... DON'T SCROLL ANY FURTHER......










my period haven't come??? it's been like 1 and a half month since my last period -____-
told my mum and she's like telling me off ever since and asking me to eat regularly.
haha ya i haven't been eating regularly been avoiding rice a lot like the staple foods

must be my irregular diet + stress causing this
it should have came but it's not here.
because i've been breaking out + my increasing appetite

dk what to do, haiya nvm!!!!

not over yet

2 months since school started
i can't wait till 10 months later
i want to graduate now
i hate poly........

so tired
byebye

hate

i don't fucking care how this is going to look on me
i fucking hate people who change plans last minute
YES i swore
but you guys fucking deserved it

dog days

hello readers, long time no see...

i am tired.
life has been hectic. tried to work as little as possible, but FYP is consuming most of my time now. i have no time, no life.

am a little afraid i might not be able to cope with school + work

work now requires one whole month of pre-planning. i really can't plan my days. i'm not a planner...

common tests are coming. next week. but thankfully i only have 2 papers and 1 of it is open-book 8)

i wish i didn't have to work for money. my parents will give/buy me whatever i want. hahaha. parents kept asking me not to work anymore but are they going to give me money??? no whaaaat then stop asking me to quit my job!

i am not even sad but i just feel like crying
wth am i depressed...??