in retrospect

sorry i've not been updating much since X'mas. i didn't have much time since i was working and also i attended Block B's fansign and showcase hehe

plus everything was good and nothing interesting happened??? so i don't have anything to blog about.

it's the last day of 2011 but i do not have the "oh it's gonna be a new year! it's 2012" feel like the previous years, this year i just want to stay home and rot most probably because i keep working/going out, i didn't even had time to stay home and use laptop and stuffs like that lah.

tmr i'm going to have family dinner!!!! and to celebrate my ahgong's birthday ya on 1/1/2012! cuz we don't know his actual birthdate as he was adopted. yes my REAL surname might not be LIM. haha my dad always tell me my /REAL/ surname is Soh. Audrey Soh. walao SOH UGLY CAN THE NAME LMAO

a conclusion of 2011:

2011 has been kinda.... ok.?? school sucks, but i feel that i have gotten closer to my poly mates, haha it's weird that my poly mates (@xueli_h @xoxostst and @onghsp) and i don't hang out after school, yeah but we got closer! even had an outing with Xue Li and Shi Ting. hehe i wanna thank Xue Li for teaching me a lot of stuffs!!! it has been a great year in poly. speaking of school, i have not done ANY work yet that's due when school reopens :s

as for my sec sch clique, things are still smooth i guess. we are all still talking, we still have occasional outings and birthday celebrations :) bi has gotten herself a boyfriend but she still cares for me a lot :) i love my friends hehe @babyyting @kizyourfeet @margzyy @jomelette @potttsie mich and grace and also @ferynnie

i made a few new friends in the /kpop world/ i am really glad i found them hehe @nadalnn/@waduido @keybunny/@jshyuna @buttwoo/@marshmif @bhyukpyz/@taebbomb @sometaeng and @doushites, i've definitely gotten closer to jermin hehe haha WE THE KPOP PEOPLE HAVE MULTIPLE ACCOUNTS ONE LOL

and for my family..... haha there's really nothing much to say because we are still the same. my bro's gotten himself a gf and also he was enlisted into the army! LOL

...... and ME! i lost a few kgs this year, i hope to continue to lose more weight :) 2kg more to my ideal weight but then when i reach my ideal weight, i think i will still wanna lose 3kg more LMAO haha i've started working in twelve cupcakes, and it's about a month now and i really enjoy working there :) i just gotten my first/second pay hahaha it's $500+ (+ the 1 day pay in nov) and i'm still SINGLE!!!!! my two closer friends namely LIM MEI TING AND HENG SUEK LEE have been trying to matchmake me a lot HAHA i appreciate it~ but i still want to be single HAHAHA

so.... happy new year to you guys! i'll blog next year!!!!! (i know it's an old joke, but it's still funny)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! ☃

MERRY X'MAS Y'ALL!!!!!!

so it was x'mas eve and me, @kizyourfeet, @margzyy and @supercuteboy met up to go to town/novena together because @babyyting was meeting @babyykoh! ok we went to FEP first then we went to novena for dinner!!!! with kenneth's friends too!!! we went to some Korean Grill BBQ restaurant and i think i'm gonna gain back the few kilos i lost -___- whatever!!! IT'S CHRISTMAS!!! HAHA

after dinner we went back to my house and started playing poker & other games and we also drank but it wasn't a lot haha. @ferynnie and @tofuboyboy + happy liu came too!!! hehe Happy is so smart. i love her!!!! (if you know me, i'm not much of a dog lover) but she's just so quiet and clever, she knows how to do A LOT of tricks and doesn't bark at all. fucking love Happy!!!!! so i was bored and i went to play Cai Quan with junrong and he became drunk cuz he was losing consecutively and he also helped me drank X__X he was damn hilarious the whole night when he's drunk!!!!! entertained the whole clique HAHA what a MERRY christmas!!!!

we finished 2 big bottles of vodka!!! oh ya we also had x'mas gift exchange and i got grace's!!! :) a pencil case and a luggage tag from Muji!! HAHAHA!!! AND AND AND BIBI AND NINI GOT ME A WHISK AND A CAT CAKE/CHOCOLATE MOULD FROM MUJI TOO!!!!! FUCKING LOVE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!! omg can't wait to use it hehe

there's work tmr but thank goodness i am not drunk and also my work is in the afternoon shift :) hehe it's 5:30AM now so i need to blow dry my hair and get to bed!!!!! hope i don't gain so much kilos :(

MERRY CHRISTMAS! have a great day celebrating with your loved ones ;)

x'mas eve liao

soooo......... work today(23rd) with @doushites bb!!!! hehe but it was a chaos!!! gdi -___- we should have packed the orders first... LESSON LEARNT it was so busy because the walk-in orders kept coming in!!!! omg faints so we could only breathe until around 5pm??? and then it's like NOBODY AT ALL zZZ but we closed early around 5+ and then waited for a customer and cleaned up till like 630pm. today was so tiring!!!!! :(

went orchard to shop for a x'mas exchange present?? HAHAHA i want to shop somemore tmr! shall go town early tmr to shop!!! tmr, ok actually today is X'MAS EVE!!!!! so happy x'mas eve ^__^ ok so me and my girls + their bfs + kenneth's friends are like joining us to celebrate x'mas!!!!

so yeah i'll talk to you soon!!! having work on X'mas day!!! come find me ok~ we have X'mas specials!!! it's super cute!!! i'll twitpic them soon ^__^

2011 is ending in 7 days. A WEEK!!!! wow

twelve cupcakes!

i shall blog before i go to bed :)

so today i had work at United Square with @EudoraR. hehe she's the best colleague i've worked with so far cuz she's so super nice~~~!!! so had my usual green apple juice but i didn't finish, work was quite hectic today!!!! Dan came over at 8ish and he is so chirpy, first time i've seen him like that. but then again it's only my 6th day at work!

@doushites @nadalnn @flyingfany and @3hreecheerios came over hehe and 1k bought the last few cupcakes!!! :) so we sold out all our cupcakes :)

tomorrow i'll be working morning shift with Ling! Ling and Eudora are the colleagues i knew on my first day at work HAHAHA.

anyway there was some miscommunication between me and Zack :( i told him i only could do AM shift on saturday but.... my shift was PM so i told him i couldn't make it X( i hope he's not angry or anything omg :s

OK SO...... i'll be baking cookies this thursday!!!!!! whoopies~~ ok i need to sleep i'm freaking tired and it's AM shift tmr!

eyecandy

16DEC2011

woke up at 1100hrs and made my way down to have my breakfast... which is ji dan gao HAHA then i wanted to go prepare but had to send my mum to work first, so in the end i was late to meet @xueli_h and @xoxostst!

then we went to eat lunch at Watami which is in Ion~

some cheese tofu which is damn yums! omg i love tofu sfm ;_;

and this is some mochi thingy which tasted like tako balls! HAHAHA ok lah this dish...

and this is the "pizza" which is also damn yums! OMG~~~ super nice hehe

after eating, i went TOPSHOP to collect my membership card~ i didn't see anything i liked at TOPSHOP today :( after that we decided to go A&F but we dropped by Mango on the way there! I bought a Mango sweater hehe it was on sale~ so damn cheap only $15 hehe then we made our way to A&F.........

we had to queue but it only took a while, before we queue we were like looking to see if there's any SHIRTLESS GREETERS but no, only 2 guys standing at the entrance. then i saw this guy, he was standing on the right HE'S SO FUCKING CUTE!!! while we were queueing, another guy replaced him CRIES SOBS STABS SELF

ok so we went in and I SAW THAT CUTE GUY~~~ he greeted me and all hehe~ then we walked all around the store. the store is pretty cool, cuz it's all dark one!!! walao their stuff damn expensive can, one cardigan = $110 -_________- so we just SEE SEE LOOK LOOK lah~

and then it started pouring when we wanted to leave, what the.............. LOL we stayed in the store for a little while more~ here's a convo of me and the cutie HAHA

me: can i take a picture of you? /blinks blinks/ (JUST JK I DIDN'T BLINK BLINK OK)

cutie: actually, not supposed to.

me: oh, ok :s

cutie: why you don't want to take picture of the shirtless guy there? (at the entrance)

me: don't want, i want take picture of youuuuu

cutie: why? he not handsome meh?

me: ok lor :/

and i left the store HAHAHA ya there's a shirtless guy at the entrance but obviously i don't give a fuck about him cuz my eyes only got that cutie XD he's super cute i swear and TALL. my ideal type of guy T~~~T

ENOUGH OF HIM omg i sound like some crazy fuck spazzing over him HAHAHA. it continued to rain and we waited for a while, then we head to Heeren to take shelter! ended up buying a cup of Oreo Crush hehe and shared it with @xueli_h.

afterwhich, we went to H&M and i bought a cardigan!!!! hehehee i think it's damn cheap leh??? :P $24.90 CHEAP RIGHT?????!!! then we went to Forever 21! walao i wanted to buy the knit top but it didn't look nice when i tried so i didn't get anything there :( then we went to..... new look! i bought a HWS and chiffon top ^__^

here are my loots of the day~

total damage: $145

after whole day of shopping, we went to Plaza Singapura! we went Daiso and i bought... a whisk(my 4th one -___-), a rolling pin (in case i need it) anddddddd REINDEER EARS for X'mas! am i pumped up for X'mas or not? :D

bumped into @jomelette and @danieltanjs in PS! ok after that it's HOME SWEET HOME!

work tmr and it's gonna be a new colleague again :( but i can't wait to work and smelllll all the cupcakes hehe SUPER LONG POST OMG OKIE BYE~~~!

lousy day

woke up early for bro's enlistment exercise

headed home and slept for 3 hours

did practically nothing for the next 5 hours

haven't start on my memorising for tmr's paper

applied my pimple lotion and...........

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I FORGOT I HAVEN'T BATHE wtf

bye i'm going to bathe now :(

so hi~~!!! today is monday and i had 2 papers!!! UPE and ABT!!! UPE i just wrote PLAIN RUBBISH i tell ya, confirm fail until my pants drop. ABT was doable!!! cannot rmb a lot of stuff and i also wrote some rubbish BUT should be passable :/ i spent the most days doing ABT and i think i'll still get back shit results.

ANYWAYS I BOUGHT THIS!!!! thanks to @jomelette for the recommendation hehe!! it smells damn nice and it's so cute can?? LIKE AN EGG omg i love eggs HAHA and it's pink!!!! so cutie pie i'm gonna bring it everyday *^^*

AND THIS IS MY FAVOURITE BREAD OF THE MONTH!!!! Raspberry bread with crunchy sugar something damn nice! i ate like 3 times this month already LOL i love bread T~T i bought this otw to work for dinner yst. yst work was... meh, i made the cupboards fall and my colleague's gongcha which was on top of the cupboard fell as well, i feel so bad X__X but my colleague super nice, twelve cupcakes ppl all damn nice!!!

haha you must have realised that my photos are like so........ random, walao i no photos to show what :(

ok tmr will have cuz my bro3 is enlisting!!!! i feel sad leh!!! all the best bro!!! ♡

tonight i get to rest!!! but tmr i have to chiong REL already!!!! ok so good bye!! talk to you guys again soon :)

worn out

common test is next week and i'm not prepared at all... i feel i do not have enough time to study for the papers. i don't know, we'll see, only 3.5 days to study including today. haha i sound so depressed LOL

went out at night after work to study with @kizyourfeet! it was good? i spent 3 hours there HAHA by the time i reached home i was so sleepy and i went straight to bed, i slept for 10.5 hours!!! shiok it's been so long since i slept that long :/

btw work was good! worked with Joy again!!! i love all the people there!! they are damn funny and super nice? but then again i only worked with 3 counter staff and saw 2 other counter staff when we were changing shift, there are like, idk 8 more? whom i don't know :/ to sidetrack, RENEE IS DAMN CUTE!!!! wanna take a pic of her soon she's absolutely adorable A BALL OF CUTENESS. cuteness overload i tell you~

HAHA I GOT MY 1 DAY PAY YST TOO!!!! haha so funny

AND I WAS RIGHT~ my M came. so anw i got to study!!!! hope to get some pics taken so i can blog abt it :) tata!

love

thanks yi~ for comforting me~~~ my self esteem +10 again~~ haha

ANW GOOD NEWS 2NE1 is here in Singapore already!!!!! can see all the fan tweets on my kpop account~~ 2 more days till MAMA but they are already here kkk~~ *^^*

hmm in other news, i haven't started revising!!!!!!! omg but i'm not gonna start today~ gonna start tomorrow i guess~~ hehe

OH YA i'm gonna start working at 12 cupcakes!!!! the pay is damn low ($5.50/hr) but... nvm~~ at least i got a job hehe~~ and i like baking also so it's ok :P

omg why issit so hot now i need to go for a shower~ TOO HOT!!!

can't wait for picnic/potluck with my baby girls and da jie + their boyfriends + kevin LOL

shall take many photos on that day!!!! i shall bake soon *^^*

muacks

insecurities

FAT FAT FAT

i think i'm the fattest girl in the world.

when ppl tell me i'm not fat, i think they are just comforting me....

when ppl tell me i'm fat, i get depressed

i have the lowest self esteem in the whole wide world. i'll never ever feel good about myself

i feel like i'm so disgusting................. other girls are so pretty and skinny while i'm here looking like shit. WHY AM I SO UGLY AND FAT.......................

optimistic

bought my block b tickets already!!!! hehe can't wait for 28th december ^__^

keke decided to knit a scarf for P.O!!!! hope i can make one successfully~ wednesday gonna head down to spotlight with @XUELI_H to buy yarn and she's gonna teach me how to knit!!!! so excited~~

no school tmr, supposed to have no school on wednesday too but gotta head back for some "Dialogue in the Dark" lol sounds interesting too~~

went to library today, and i found BIGBANG DVDs!!!!!! OMG hehe i borrowed 2!!! BIGBANG LIVE CONCERT 2007 and BIG SHOW 2009~ ^__^ actually BIGBANG's concert name is called BIG SHOW but i think they decided to name it that only after 2007/2008 idk. now it's all BIG SHOW i.e BIG SHOW 2010 BIG SHOW 2011~~ gonna spend my tuesday watching the DVDs tomorrow~~

ok i'm super sleepy??? good night *^^*

dare you to move

AWESOME!!!!!!!! omg in love~~~~ ♡_♡

nothing

hmmmm i'm bored..... nothing to blog........

i'm going to Block B's showcase ^__^

hmmm..... k bye

11/11/11

i successfully starved myself yesterday! i didn't eat any food~

but today i ate ji dan gao + brunch :::::::( + 3/4 root beer!!!

if i got the determination to do something, i really can achieve it ^__^

GO AWAY

go away everybody

don't talk to me.........................

experiencing major mood swings

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hate my family and friends.

pissing me off to no extend.

all go away from me please.

MTV EMA BELFAST 2011

THE SHOES ARE GORGEOUS GDI

PRETTY KATY WITH PRETTY SHOES -PLATFORM SADDLE SHOES BY @ITSJEREMYSCOTT

LADY GAGA'S COSTUME.... WHICH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT IS...

NAKED MAN ON LIVE STREAMING LOL I SAW HIS WILLY

MY BABIES AT THE INTERVIEW

AT THE REDPINK CARPET

WITH QUEEN!!!!!! LEGEND PLS

FOREVER FLIRTY PANDA RI WITH PRETTY KATY

WITH KATY PERRY!

WITH JESSIE J!!!!!!

WITH JEREMY SCOTT!!!!! I LOVE JS AND YGFAM ^^

GRI TOM AND JERRY

BIG BANG AS 5

BIG BANG IS NUMBER 1, MORE THAN JUSTIN BIEBER AND LADY GAGA

TWITTER TRACKER BIG BANG NO.1!!!!!!!

WINNING THE WORLDWIDE ACT CATEGORY, BEATING BRITNEY SPEARS

MTV EMA 2011 started streaming at 3am but it was all red carpet and interviews~ officially started at 4am and i watched the whole thing until 6am cuz BIGBANG's category was the last or was it 2nd last to announce. i bet nobody can feel what i feel about this. i'm so mad happy and proud of my 5 boys. yes my 5 boys, they are back as 5. they had a rough year.... but i guess 2011 is still THEIR year!!!!! first it was Dae's accident and he had to go on a hiatus then came GD's incident..... i'm just so glad that they are back as 5, smiling like before *u* i'll never stop supporting them, no matter what :::) my 5 angels sobs so happy to see them smile sobs thanks for staying strong my boys~

they deserved this award so fucking much, for coming so far and to let them know that VIPs will always support them ^^ Taeyang looks so damn happy while TOP just stand there... doing what he does best.../STARE/ his stare can impregnate you ok LMAO hope my boys just stay happy forever ^^

BIGGEST FANS - LADY GAGA

BEST FEMALE - LADY GAGA

BEST SONG - LADY GAGA 'BORN THIS WAY'

BEST VIDEO - LADY GAGA 'BORN THIS WAY'

BEST ALTERNATIVE - 30 SECONDS TO MARS

BEST WORLD STAGE - 30 SECONDS TO MARS

BEST NEW - BRUNO MARS

BEST PUSH - BRUNO MARS

BEST MALE - JUSTIN BIEBER

BEST POP - JUSTIN BIEBER

BEST HIP HOP - EMINEM

BEST LIVE - KATY PERRY

BEST ROCK - LINKIN PARK

WORLDWIDE ACT - BIG BANG

congrats to all winners!!!!

i'm so happy today ^^

potttsie's souvenirs

these are chocolates~ 1 for Hidayat 1 for Audrey and 1 for Saleh ^^ the chocolates damn yums
The things she bought back for me. hehe the chocolate, some sort of "organizer" and TFS facepacks!!!!!!!!! omg damn love
These are yat's and leh's souvenirs ^^ cookies i think with ear piece holder for yat and one piece straw hat keychain for leh!!!!!!! personally i thought the one piece key chain is super cute!!!!!!
close-up on leh's souvenirs~!! ^^
the organizer!!!!! damn chio can, it's not like a book. it's like.... extend one!!!! OMG designer's product okkkkk. omg i seriously damn love this one ^^ and bi has the exact same one?? ^^
2012!!!! i can't wait to start using it already hehe ^^
like this!!!! ^
and then on the other side it's "NOTE" can scribble all kind of stuff on it :D

i mad love this one!!!!! all the others too~~!!! ^^ thanks so much @potttsie love u foreverrrrrr!!!! see ya for breakfast tmr ^^

this too, shall pass

TOH JING HUI I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS COME BACK TO FACEBOOK TWITTER AND BLOGGER DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW YOU STALKING ME :$ I KID. CHIN UP ♡

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