What happened in 2010

• Became a bitch
• Started Poly life
• First GPA sucked
• Gotten closer to @kizyourfeet
• Still close to @potttsie
• Bought my macbook
• Made new friends
• Lost some friends
• Drift from michelle and jasper & co
• Went to browhaus for the first time
• Able to let go :)
• Wrist surface piercing
• Started having driving lessons
• Got fatter
• Passed my BTT
• Sent X'mas cards for the first time
• Got sick a lot of times
• Hooked on Kpop
• Helix piercing

Shall stay in 2010.

New Year Resolution 2011

It's the last post of 2010. Maybe not, if i do multiple posts, but most probably not, because i'm too lazy to..... I've 1 hour left before i go to sleep so i'll write my New Year Resolution now. I'll use the time to brainstorm and write a really good resolution! :)

My New Year Resolution for 2011:

1. I want to study really hard, GPA to be more than 2.8. No more low GPA.
2. Grow up. Be mature. No more childish acts, immature thinking.
3. Be filial to parents. Although i already am... Muahahaha
4. Love my brothers. Love begins at home.
5. Donate to every flag day.
6. Pass my driving before April. T__T
7. Take care of my body. Eat properly. No heaty food.
8. Slim downnnn. Braces? :D
9. Be magnanimous. Forgive and forget.
10. Save money. Stop spending on useless stuff. Like food.
11. Learn more words.
12. Now to more material stuff. Get a new phone!!
13. New camera. Or fix my old one.
14. Less focus on Kpop :( Actually, just less spam. Keep to myself ^^
15. Eliminate the thinking that BGR is just a waste of time.
16. Attend SHINee's concert.
17. Sign up for Yoga!
18. Be sociable...
19. Be early for every class, outing, appointment etc...
20. Sleep early everyday! At least before 1am.

That's all.. can't think of anymore already!

Love begins at home

Went to consult the doctor yesterday. Dr. Alex Tan. He's one fucking noobshit. LOL he asked me what's wrong? I said Headache Fever Cough Feet Rash (if you realise, i said it in top to toe order) haha then he keep asking got runny nose or not. i said no already he still ask. then he talked abt headache and fever then ask me what else. -__- But the meds are damn strong cuz i'm feeling a lot better already!! Just a bit of cough. Why won't my home meds work? Then i wouldn't have to give $50 to that Alex Tan already... Waste money hor? Plus, he never give eye contact when talking one, he look at the table. I = Table LOL.

Ok, went for FTP today, keep failing booklets again. A little don't understand about the handbrake, footbrake, engine brake, clutch thingy. Then all the answers so similar.. Sigh... hope i pass FTT!!! Need to read through PTT!! @lowhongxiang keep ask me read. Now i feel sleepy, might be because of the cough syrup i drank. Maybe i'll read the PTT later. Oh wait, did i mention i passed my FTE? Yay!!! First time but i had 3 FTPs already.

Tmr is the last day of 2010 already. 2010 was a really bad year for me. I guess monkey really fan tai sui this year. Nothing has been going quite smoothly for me. I'll write a new year resolution soon. Till then, please stay healthy guys!

:(

still sick + feet rashes.

i'm scared :(

pls heal me....

thank you

god damn it. i hate being sick. being sick gets me moody and all. i don't have headache right now, but i feel dizzy. LOL?

@yingjievil @pixieponies @babyter @stanbaybee @mytopxx @eyqavy @babyyting @heheteo @xueli_h @shinrisen @polychromeposy @charkyqz @kinwah56 /edit + @limthnat @ohhisilver @lenazx @taerachz @ferynnie @feefyemomana @vivienhang @tmarcus68

jinghui and jason /edit + bi + gavin

all these people were concerned! thanks a lot! don't fall sick yourself! 15 people! i feel so loved :) /edit now is 25 people.

measuring my temperature now, hope i don't have fever so i can sleep with air con. FUCK it's 38 WHY????? I ATE PANADOLS YST FUCK I'M SO ANGRY NOW CHEAT MY FEELINGS

ok seriously thank you all. love ni men hen duo hen duo

I am weak

Headache.... :'(

Cough....................

Feverish...........................

Why am i so weak!!!!!!!!! I've never seen my classmates sick before and they've seen me sick 2/3 times already. I rly want to cry. I hate headache the most!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY I SO WEAK LIKE A WEAKLING

#shineejapanconcert confirm daebak!!!! Hope it will be a huge success

Merry X'mas 2010

Merry Christmas guys!!!

Had Christmas Eve celebration with my girls!! @kizyourfeet @babyyting @mahzy @potttsie @jomelette @gggracechua @fionapek! ^^ Had lotsa fun and laughters... These kind of occasions make me miss my secondary school more... We're able to go into the other class while waiting for the next period's teacher, eat recess together.. Go to CCA together.. Unlike now, we're in separate schools and hardly meet up with each other. However, absence makes the heart grows fonder right :) Lol #nowplaying Kiss The Rain, sibei sad song. WANT TO MAKE ME SADDER ONLY!!!!!! Also, without these occasions (X'mas, CNY, birthdays), we will not be able to meet. So actually i thank them! Yadayada... I HAD LOTSA FUN TODAY!!!! @jomelette la!!! So crazy and all!!! Love you girls. ^^

After most of them left, i played Monopoly deal with my brother's friends! ^^ @melbosan @lowhongxiang, @stanbaybee(didn't play), Hein Hein( i still can't believe his name is actually Hein Hein), Lionel and 1 or 2 rounds with @kizyourfeet in it too. After Jinghui left, i went to play PS3 with them.. Hahaha until my brother2 came home.

Hmm.. the X'mas gift exchange, i got @fionapek's! It's a tumbler, it's quite cool actually! And i have a Hershey's Kisses from @mahzy and Apple earphones from @babyyting. Not the Apple-ipod/iphone/ipad Apple. Literally Apple shaped earphones!!! So cute! Love it.

So i really had a great time thanks to my girls and brother's friends :) Thanks!!!! Merry X'mas guys!

2010 is ending real soon.. Hope 2011 will be great!

In 3 days

Monday had FTP, kept failing the booklets.... haha then went home for awhile, afterwhich, i went for a movie with @potttsie~ Tron!!!!! I personally think it's not bad!!! 4/5 for the movie? :) Except the ending, the father should have gone back too!!!! :(

Tuesday met up with @onghsp @xueli_h @memoriestweet to "site visit" The idiot Colin never turn up!!! somemore he suggested 12 at marina bay MRT one lor. Made me wake up so early -_____- Beat him up someone!

3 more days to X'mas!! I'm sending X'mas postcards this year!! Like so fun ^^~ Oh ya, actually going B-waxing tmr. But my menses just came! Sian need to cancel appointment and go myself already :( Tmr i will just go over to Grandma's to eat then... :(

I'm so tired now. Sending X'mas postcards tmr! Hope it arrives on time! On the 25th! Anyway, remind me to trf money to Ting~ 14+10+15 = 39... FUCK MY LIFE LA. I hate celebrations. Waste of money!!!!!!

Hello Panda!

Inspired by:

Result:

I think the pandas like damn cute!! Hope it can last!! :)

Went to flea today!! Sad to say, i don't like going to flea. It's so packed and the clothes aren't my style. What's worst is that the girls there are so skinny!! Sighhh.

Tomorrow is sunday and i'll be home shaking my legs!!!! @kizyourfeet and @mahzy are going to Sentosa with @jasperissothin i think.

Btw i pierced my ear and bought 2 pairs of earrings from diva! Very cute!!! Now i cannot sleep on my left side till it heals. And i also did manicure!! The one on top! Pandassss :) I had GongCha today and FUCK IT SUCKS. I had the Gong Cha Milk Tea. CB LIKE WATER LIDDAT. I think it's the sugar level. I wanted 30%. It tasted like WATER COMPLETELY.

Fuck it. Sweet talk is still the best. Others are over-rated damn!

Remind me to read my FTT book tomorrow! Got practice on monday!! It's gonna be a busy week for me! Monday- FTP Tuesday- Project Wed-Free Thurs- Project. Still have IS project to do too. My life sucks. This isn't holidays.

And... ya please pray that my ear won't get infection! Thanks in advance love ni!

It's the holidays!

Currently using my laptop in my bed~ Hmm shiok! Had a nap from i think 7 to 11. 7-11. Hahaha. Woke up cuz the air con making all sorts of noise la. Woke up and watched some jap show. Attention please. Whenever i watch shows, i everytime can predict one sia! Can be director already!!! For korean and jap dramas! I say slap they slap, i say cry they cry, i say hug they hug. Funny siaaaaaaaaa

Heading out with my babygirlsss tomorrow!!!! Can't wait to see them :) Shall anyhow wear :/ Monday going BBDC, and to the dentist i hope!!! :D Pls remind me to read the FTT book on sunday so at least i know how to answer the questions!

Hope my darling mother brings me to the dentist! BRACES~~ Here i come! Ah sleepy!! Bye i'm going back to sleep ^^~

Oh! Happy 1st year anniversary to me and @potttsie!!! Hahahahaha! ^^

As you deem fit

Hmm.. in a good mood now~ Because.... tomorrow is my last common test paper!!!! Doesn't it call for a celebration?? Will be heading out on saturday with @kizyourfeet and @limthnat! ^^

I saw Pammy today! She's so busy! Working at M)phosis after school! Shall visit her some day! ^^

Wasn't really in a good mood just now because of a very childish matter. I recommend my UNfollowers not to follow me back, cuz that would make you a.. hypocrite? Or what do you call that? Self-contradictory person. Is it? Whatever la.

And now.... i'm in a good mood because i decided to disregard this. Why so many people hate me this year? Hai so i haven't been a good girl. Santa won't give me any presents then :(

My sucky life.

YAY T.O.P AND GDRAGON = GDTOP

Hai. Ya literally Hai-ed.

It's 4:42 AM. It's the common test week. And sadly, for me, i have 5 papers. Yes, that's right, everyday of the week, while some of them at home kiao ka(?) Yes, that's right. My life sucks.

I just finished revising for Electrical Systems!!! Wondering why Electrical Systems is a module in Real Estate Business? Beats me!!! I also don't fucking understand why la!!!!! YA LA MY LIFE SUCKS LA THAT'S WHY. Hai... No, not literally, just the thought of my sucky life makes me wanna "hai" cyber-ly lololol.

I shall go watch some variety shows.. cuz it's 4:46 now. I only have 2 hours plus minus left to sleep. But i can't! Cuz i will not be able to wake up. Trust me, i've been there...... Even the alarm clock magically "stopped" Not snooze! Off. I don't even remember turning off the alarm lor. So in conclusion, i cannot wake up with only LESS THAN 3 hours of sleep! I have to stay up to turn up for the paper!!!!

And i'm still fat. Omgggg so sleepy how!!!

Edit: FUCK BLOGGER LA. Cannot type < + 3 together. YOU DON'T KNOW AH LESS THAN 3 LA. And i just realize it's a heart shape! I only had "less than 3" in mind. Still, FUCK YOU BLOGGER. Go buy some brains.

생일축하합니다, 온유 ♥

♥♥♥

Happy birthday Dearest leader Dubu Lee Jinki a.k.a Onew~~

I know you're not gonna understand what i'm going to say because it's all in english.

BUT I LOVE YOU! ♥

and Happy 21st birthday, or 22nd in Korea, to you!!!

I will continue and support you one okay ♥

I'm going to see you everyday next year cuz i'm buying the SHINee 2011 calendar!

Hold on while i google for Happy birthday in korean...

생일축하합니다, 온유

(Saeng-il Chuk-ha Ham-ni-da, On-ew)

♥♥♥

Rueful

I'm really sorry, but i really don't know how to say this to you. Because you probably hate me so so much. I'm ashamed but i know how sorry i am won't get rid of the scar i left on you. I never wished i could turn back time. But for you, i wished i could.

my surname is actually Soh

it's an occasion where relatives would gather but it's not a festive one.

i went to my granduncle's funeral today even though i've never seen him before. he was my grandpa's brother. but because my grandpa was adopted, he wasn't one of those who wore the sackcloth. i feel unjust for him, even if adopted, he was part of the family and i feel that he should be one of them to wear the sackcloth and mourn for his brother.

somehow, i could sense the sadness in my grandpa. but death is inevitable. it's just a matter of time.

seeds

feels so long since i last blogged. this is the 590th post. ok that was redundant.

so. yes i've been getting fatter and fatter. like a pig. by next year june i will TRY to slim down with the help of braces? hopefully. ok whatever. today is... friday. i always lose track of time or date or days. aiya wtf am i talking. it's friday. so common test is next week!!! quote @dainosaw. hahaha it's coming!!! d-day is coming...... idk i think i will fail badly, even for ELS. blah!!!!

meeting @salehboleh (most probably) to study tomorrow. my friend!!!! hahahaha inside joke. ok. i got a lot of inside joke. but actually it's not really a joke. ok whatever.

i just ate biscuits, yummy~ ok fattening i know. i'm so damn self conscious i feel like i'm going to die anytime you know. shall not talk about fats anymore! been doing some revision.

walao i don't want to be a kpop freak. but i can't help high-ing over kpop when somebody talks about kpop! LOL!!! i will try to reduce my kpop freakness.

i feel like sleeping already sia. today i bought pears and grapes and the grapes were SUPPOSED to be seedless. that's what i saw on the ... the... info sticker lor. cheat my feelings. i swallowed a seed and my mother say "later a tree grow out" and GUESS WHAT. i was eating watermelon in school when @xueli_h talked about her father saying the "later a tree grow out of your head" MY MOTHER NVR SAID THAT TO ME BEFORE. the world is just so amusing

Help!

Hmm had a nap just now, i'm more refreshed now~ I've something to rant!

The PLW lecturer don't wanna give us tips earlier. Then i did the first few chapters already. THEN? Not coming out for CTs. FML FML FML FML FML This one really fuck my life. Like, fucking waste of my time lor. Revising something that's not going to come out. Then those going to come out i haven't revise. LOL FUCK IT. Hate him. Give earlier la. WASTE TIME Ughssssss,

So later i'm gonna revise... I haven't eat fruits for 4 days now. No more pears!! And i'm just toooooooo lazy to walk over to SS to buy pears :( I'm so thirsty now, like dehydrated. Sighs, not in a good mood~~

2COMISS tomorrow. Ya sian dao lao sai, confirm. And tomorrow's @DAINOSAW's audition!! Feel like going to take a look~ Sibei sian, CT coming and my revision is like only 1/4? Save my soul

not born to please

hihihihihi writing in caps in just too troublesome!!! today is monday. monday is BTT day!!! hahaha I PASSED MY BTT!!! yay!!! can't wait to pass FTT too :( i skipped ELS tutorial. bad :( met up with @kizyourfeet @davetham yiwei and francis to do project. but spent my time blabbering nonsense LOL. met @salehboleh after that!!! went home tgt, seriously go home with him ah it's super funny one sia FRIEND!!!! ahh i just bathed..... my hand!!! hahahaha inside joke la.

today's a good day~! and don't be stupid can. lololol.....! i'm in a happy mood!! ^^ shall sleep early tonight cuz yst i 'sprained' my neck and i couldn't sleep properly. woke up 3 hrs later trying to cure the 'sprain' but in vain. so i got up and google how to cure it, it's getting better now. point is, I NEED SLEEP ok bye

edit: oh ya i wanna thanks @kuroaikashi @babyter @lowhongxiang @stanbaybee for supporting me! (BTT) ^^ my brother very funny. he still sent me a question before my test today:
If got ambulance behind u on siren, what should you do?
a) speed up so you won't block its way
b) move to the side and allow it theto go pass you.
c) maintain your speed and drive per normal.

joker sia

missing

I'm all clean and nice now cuz I just took a bath. Hmm shiok! It's 2:32 AM now and I don't feel sleepy at all. Must be the weekends, I don't want to waste any of it HAHA. Tomorrow, or later i will be having my BTP and monday my BTT. I'm still feeling stupid booking my BTT on a week day! LOL and tomorrow hopefully, would be meeting up with @potttsie? ^^ Cuz i haven't seen her for weeks now!! Need to catch up!

Studied for the whole day today. I hate PLW! There are so many cases to remember :( Why are there so many tests? After studying, met up with @kizyourfeet, we went to Pasar Malam and i ate tutu kueh!!! Hehehe too nice already :) And i bought back coconut drink, cup corn and tutu kueh for my brothers, as requested. And tapioca cakes and the colourful buns. LOL colourful buns for my parents ^^~

Wish me luck for my BTT. I'm going to bed now! Omo, air con so colddddddddd

presents

i bet those from overseas can't even read my blogpost at all. because i use so much singlish!!!!! and those tagging me in my tagboard, i doubt they are local lor. kinda annoying but i just ignore it. maybe i should remove the tagboard.

so anyway..... i'm bored, so i'm blogging!!!! hmm had lotsa work to do!!! finished them on time... Common Test is coming very soon! i'm afraid i can't do well :( it's like there's only 1 module i understand but also not confident la!!!! my modules suck!!!!! to the core!! ahhhh. ok i shall stop complaining.

i think my new maid refills my bottle everyday O_O ya and about my diet. idk leh, a bit fail a bit win. i don't think i lost any weight at all. faillllll. i talked to my mum about my phone and braces. idk, she seems to agree to let me have a new phone and braces!!! happy me. i feel so..... loved! maybe probably i get all those stuff, i won't have birthday presents from her for 10 years already LOL!

next next, oh. actually wanna head to sentosa tomorrow, but like weather forecast predicts that it will rain tmr... and nobody wants to go with me... and it's monsoon period. so i shall stay home. and revise? as much as i can. for my BTT as well.

i keep forgetting what i want to blog!!! don't want blog already la! bye

welcome december yooo~!

i am now addicted to Turn It Up by T.O.P. i think he suits white hair + mohawk better!!!!! damn handsome sia. just now i post one video, then removed already. seriously fuck the claims and all. IT. IS. JUST. A. FUCKING. VIDEO. SMLJ YOU ALL. video also want to claim rights, slap you!!!! >:(

today.... i hope my parents (or just my dad. since my mother dk english) don't read my blog... cuz i overslept by like 3 hrs. ya cui right!!! i want to have clear absence history one lor. then liddat, no more liao, at least if i wake up at 10 still can ask my classmates TRY to help me sign for the lecture one. ya 3 hours leh!!!!!! damn sian!!! :( ok la shall stop ranting.

IT'S WELCOME DECEMBER DAY YO!!!!! 2010 is ending so soon!!! in 30 days, it's 2011 and january!! how come time flies so fast one.... anyway in 4 days, i'm going to have my BTT already!!! it's like so damn scary!!!

sorry i went away for awhile. like you all know i went away. i booking the last basic theory practise!! omg super scary i need to pass my BTT. NEED CUZ THE NEXT BTT DATE IS FEBRUARY LIAO. it's like fucking O levels leh, so damn scary. i wanted to book the slot before my test. but slot taken up SIAN!!!

BYE I GO STRESS, BOOK PRACTISE THEN SLEEP LIAO!!!!