karma -3

die liao :(

hahaha i want to sleep la. today i went back to westwood and i talk, no. i hi-d to a lot of teachers, didn't really talk to them :/ it was awkward turtle!! hahaha i then followed @chestuh and met @cowswearbras and @seahcheng!! ahha talked a lot!! and went to Jp to had brunch with them, quite certain i'm not gonna have dinner I HAD FASTFOOD. every girl(even fat ones) says they are fat. don't fucking blame me.

haha had lotsa of fun talking to them!! saw @aczj at bk too ^^ after that they went harris and i read a book, almost finished it about cats!! i'm an ail.... wait i refer. ailurophile, gonna dict.com it, wanna check how it's pronounced LOL. and when you stroke cats, it lowers your blood pressure. and... something oxymoron. what's oxymoron? okay gonna dict.com it too.

after that, we went separate ways cuz i initially wanted to go to Starbucks to revise you know. but yeah(notanexcusebtw) it was fucking full and i couldn't sit outside because of the renovation thing. the drilling was like fucking fucking loud so i decided to GET pens and head home.

now that i'm home. i wanna sleep x.x pity me. i haven't slept since 7pm last night :( btw i should stop tweeting about kpop cuz a lot of people don't like it :( maybe when i cannot resist then i tweet. if not i'm gonna stfu about kpop. i know how you guys feel. @potttsie @kizyourfeet @cowswearbras. btw JINGHUI HATES EVERYTHING I LIKE. -_-

*update:* ailurophile = ahy-loor-uh-fahyl

and oxymoron = a figure of speech by which a locution produces an incongruous,seemingly self-contradictory effect, as in “cruel kindness” or “tomake haste slowly.”

er? how do you even use that? i'm outta here.

hahahahahayoubitch

hai ni men hao :)

have been home recently. but no productive work done at all!! i'm trying to paint my nails with pink stripes white base, but a bit fail la, some senget one. you know senget? dk then too bad la.

didn't go to school on friday. because.. i couldn't wake up. i couldn't!! i only fell asleep at 6, with the throbbing headache, i can't get up with 2 hrs of sleep. minimum 10. hahaha. these few days LOLOL my bio clock is upside down!!!! yeah?? haha watched skins and you will speak like this ya, mate? HHAHAHA mate!! bummer. maxxxie is fucking cute ya! why is he gay??? in that show. all shows have gays inside one. why ah??

eg, trueblood3, lafayette O.O muscular gay

gossipgirl, serena's brother.

glee, kurt.

skins, maxxxie.

sighhhs!!1 did y'all watch the video i posted on facebook?? jokwon and seulong dancing to abracadabra. won't y'all get mesmerised by seulong? fucking charming. i swear i'm gonna watch that chnl U show when seulong comes up. personal taste ya?? keep forgetting the title. whoever else are in that show are like glass to me. my eyes will only have seulong bahahaha.

i crown him the sexiest man on earth!!

i'm asian you're asian why are we so far apart? bahahahaha

Seul Ong ♥

so hi, this is my new husband. ♥Seul Ong from 2AM♥ isn't he cute♥!!!! so handsome♥, tall♥ and buff♥ and everything you're not! chey!! hahaha. he's cute♥ he's cute♥. he's taking over the love i have for SHINee.♥♥♥♥♥

anw... it's 4:30AM now and guess what i have school at 10AM. yay? NAY!!! can't fucking sleep, kept watching korean videos!! about 2AM, BEG x_x haven't done revision today cuz i woke up late. then had to go to buy cake for my dasao!!(officially liao)

why official? cuz my brother proposed to her just now!!! hahaha so she's dasao! proposed at jurong hill. sadly, FORGOT TO TAKE VIDEO damn right??? and i saw cynthia and all. haha!! well i'm having this fucking headache for God knows why? and my laptop is so..... my eyes are painful. need to turn down the sun a bit.

haiya you know what? just now i looked through the photos in my camera, and back to prom night................ I MISS MY SHORT HAIR! anw i deleted all the prom night pics. but there's one picture, before i even went there, i was like "DELETE THAT FUCKING PICTURE" i never upload it at all and once i delete it, it'll be gone. but when i went to that picture, i hesistated and i didn't delete it. what am i thinking?

haiya so goodnight guys!! i'm heading to bed! hopefully to wake up. and then. take allowance, and then go to school. o wait!! do we have school during exam period? i'm a bit confused!!

lying ain't protecting, jerk

hihi.

stayed home all day.. no not all day. at the later part of my day, chester rang me up and asked if he could come over my house for a short while, while he waits for rongfan before heading to gekpoh so okay i open the gates and door for him. he played the piano while i on vasantham central for him but he doesn't appreciates it and continues playing the piano. after 15 minutes, we left, he to meet rongfan and i went to meet pris for dinner at fico.

i'm tumblring and all the posts i see is from the kpop tumblrs i followed. i want to see pretty pictures of them, not every second of what they are doing. it's covering all my other posts from other tumblrs and i wanna unfollow them but then i do not have any pretty pictures of SHINee to see/reblog anymore :(

when i say kpop, many refers to plastic surgery, and for me, i think Taemin did like lip fillers?? and Minho did his nose? if that's the case, i hope they come clean with it. because no worries babyboys, you are what you are. and i'll love you wholeheartedly :)

it's wednesday already... sigh. i hope i cover all my modules to study for my exams by this sunday. and one more thing, i got burnt by the ash from the joss stick earlier this evening. it stings a little but i'm alright now! ^^

hope everything will be smooth for you readers!! have a good night! chaljumuseyo! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥

upside down bio clock

annyeong!!! :)

i'm here at this hour because it's the holidays -_- nah, i can't fucking sleep!!! i've been staying up late every single day since i started revision. i just watched Keydol! and my almighty key is so cute!! ^^ then i went to watch the making of muzit!! omfg they are seriously cute la!!! sigh why aren't they singaporeans! why am i not korean!!! jincha!

ok so just now i met pris at abt 7.30 and we went kfc to eat and revise and of cuz talk about some stuff! around 10, we headed home.... had my dinner then. washed the dishes ya..

i'm a no lifer. i hope i score good enough for my exams! fighting audrey!~

imperfection

why can't i be:

pretty

skinny

tall

korean(at least STILL asian, not hoping to be a caucasian)

all at the same time?

sigh i'm so imperfect!

hate my bodyyyy

me

i think when i was younger, i was very irritating. hahaa so people hated me. then i grew quiet. i've learnt that you can't express yourself freely because they don't like it. they hate the truth. since then, i think i'm only noisy to my closest friends. i don't like to strike conversations, actually i don't like to talk. i think that's a bad thing... do you guys think i'm very quiet?

hahahaha no. i've been very noisy about kpop these few days... no weeks! later i share photos with y'all ^^ i think taemin has like done lip fillers? his lips look so.... plastic? but anyhow i will still love him! i'm taem(in)fected!

they looks so close!! i like ^^ my current wallpaper although it's 2009's

i love this pic of key! so cute!

i want to eat curry vegetable. my mom never cooked that dish before. later i will tell her! ^^ i want to learn cooking... learn piano... learn rollerskating.... learn swimming. these skills are very useful i think. when i'm stressed i play the piano, when i'm fat i go swimming.. no swimming will make my arms fat.. survival! when tsunami comes -_- when i'm going to ecp/wcp i can go rollerskating... and cooking! for my boyfriend! ^^ haha i tried rollerskating and swimming, but i can never seem to learn it well -_- and piano i stopped halfway. too lazy for practices but i really wanna take it up again because whenever i see people play beautiful pieces all i wanna do is kill myself for losing the opportunity to do that.

this post is so all about me. i also dk why wanna post about all these..... guess i'm too bored. have covered 6 chapters for econs! 6 more to go! i hope i will do well for my exams. aja aja fighting!

itchy itchy!!!

hi guys! long time no blog le. have been quite busy... today went to school for Red Camp 7 GL interview and it sucked :) thanks for asking stupid questions! thanks for asking what my talent is, thanks for asking me to intro Other courses -_-

i went to jh's hse to eat curry!!! and watched WGM~ then ys came over so i went home! and i realised my mummy cooked curry!!!! hmm i think i'll eat the leftover curry tmr!!! curry ftw! ^^ tmr i'm starting my own fasting programme. chey programme eh. i mean mine is not wake up at 4 to eat and then till 7. mine starts at 12 until the next day 12! hhaha and can drink water one ^^

watched WGM till ep 39 le! can't find the part 2 :( i want to see Gain's naked face!! anw~ i'll be studying again tmr! haha i couldn't find a place to study without distraction of food and laptop, and just now, i thought of the place again. that place where i went to mug for my Os. hope it'll be fine! i'm going to apply ointment on my mosquito bites and then heading off to sleep. have a good night!

ugly legs

my legs are destroyed by mosquitoes. really. my right leg has like 16 bites. left leg 8 i guess. hahah damn ugly can... sigh! my father spoilt my plan of studying today. selfishhhhhhhh!!!! :( i'm so angry today. but i still went. fuck my life really. 1 and a half more week to go~~

i'm so tired now. and feeling ugly. FUCK man. my leg better heal lor!!! cb so many dots. if scarred, i'm not gonna talk to you forever!!!!!!!!!! fuck. so angry.

going to watch WGM now. to cool down. watch SHINee videos to make me happy!!! btw i started to link people!! and had this idea of using their twitter names then i realised geraldine is also using it! hope geraldine don't mind! ^^ bye.....

my dearest SHINee~

have you guys seen this already? it's MAD awesome!! MAD AWESOME!!!! my heart died due to overmelting HAHAHAHA!!!! nobody can replace them in my heart!!! not even my boyfriend! hahaha not saying i have one -_-

speaking of which, my dad asked me if i have a boyfriend. "no" then he "really?" at this age, i don't have to lie about boyfriends anymore. infact i wanna tell him if i have one! but sadly, no guys my type, my taste, all the cute ones are either younger than me or attached.. HAHA~

been up since 6, out since 8, back since 7. sigh. cuts and bruises. and i have to do the salty eggs. wounds+ salt = go figure. nail polish remover no more!!!

i'm going to eat!!! tmr gotta help out again? i may die. need to study soon. tuesday. cfm plus chop. now i'm going to eat my cheese tofu and crabstick!!! O YA that video was introduced by Pammy!!

rueful

i removed it. i removed the fucking piercing, and i'm so angry with myself. i shouldn't have pierced there. what a stupid choice. please remind me to spend my money wisely okay x_x

tomorrow gotta help out again. it's like so sian.... and i haven't even study for my exams yet. everyday just help out and sleep. need to set aside some time to study. maybe going McD to study next week onwards, this week i'll be helping out a little more...

anw!! today had joley's birthday celebration, though it's only for a little while, it still feels great seeing my girls again! and michelle did come. lol!!!! pictures will be up soon i hope!

and today SHINee on musicbank is just awesome! you know why? because it's the perfect 5 on stage!!! Minho is dancing again~ but i hope he won't put so much stress on it. it's just weird la! last time i hate kpop lovers. i had this thinking why the hell do they like them so much when they don't even understand what they are singing -_- but now, i also dk why la. SHINee is just so fucking hot!!! like ALL OF THEMMM~~~ Taemin is so man now!!! and Onew is so cute! if you watch his videos, you will know that Onew has a very bubbly character! sigh i'm going bonkers~ but for them! HAHAHA.

anw i'm so sleepy. tomorrow gotta wake up early. will wear smtg lesser tmr because it's fucking warm at the food hub!!!! i wanna eat.

sigh can someone please help out with the housework. i'm fucking exhausted and i don't wanna do anything and lay on my bed 24/7 :(

a little sacrifice when it comes to love.

i no have photos at my mac side!! so i don't really like to blog over at mac's side! but here watch youtube videos won't lag or whatever shit!!!! i think there's too many stuff over at windows. first thing to delete would be AutoCAD and 3DS Max!!!!! haha!

yesterday went to find edwin yongliang elson(if not wrong. edwin's bro), zequan, jason with bi! but only for awhile then bi came over to my house to stayover!!! ^^ watched ju-on and talked la, then sleep!!! until like 930, i woke up, then like perspiring so i went to take a shower! then bi woke up already, haha so she went home~ then i went back to sleep! until like 3+ prepare then went to NP to hand in my tutorial -_- then wkp3 already left.. Zzzz.

baibai today~~ then helped out a little. watched hellobaby snsd ep 17 to 19. tomorrow then watch 20. cuz gotta go sleep! tmr need to wake up early to help out~~

BTWWWWW KEY AND TAEMIN HAVE TWITTER. i is fucking going to die. i want key to reply me!!! he replies one!!~~ i hope he replies me some day~ 찰주무세요! sleep well everybody! ^^

rubberbands

heart of polaroids! above my bed. okay i know i got a lot of soft toys la -_- all of them bought by my ex-s and friends! hahaha. audreyanzheng. THAT BEAR'S NAME, ntg else. huilun's scrump. zhilin's tigger and zhilinweijieshiweijianxu's winnie the poohs, jy's white bear, jh's tortoise, xh's poohpigleteeyore. hahha!

the main focus should be the heart of polaroids! pretty right!! i intend to make a bigger one with
-family
-priscilla ong
-chester
-saleh
-yat
-classmates
hahaha!

i just did my econs tutorial 12. i read understand. wkp3 explain, i don't even have the mood to listen -_____- hahaha need to study for exams soon!!! maybe after sentosa trip! i wanna go suntan~~ hehehe. i need to go out study so i don't waste my bus concession -____-
my piercing....... one side like blueblack. no signs of infection yet. the blueblack must be caused when edmund went to pull it -_- and i knock it against the tap of the kitchen sink. faster heal ok~~~ going to funshion to see whether there is any new movies to watch. sho boring. and sho broke......

#i don't hate you. i'm just hurt because you haven't even tried.# kkthanksbyebye!

o yes happy 45th birthday singapore. stinkapore. siangapore. whichever!

chilli tapioca crisps

so i was abruptly woken up by my dad's call to make him a cup of coffee. and when the coffee was ready, he dozed off....... then when he woke up like 5 minutes later, he asked me to reheat the coffee. ZZZZZ

today's a sunday~~ and i wanted to do my TEC tutorial since i have to hand in tomorrow. then Xueli told me that school's closed tomorrow!! so i'm going to slack off my sunday!! and do my tutorial tmr ^^ and btw i really need to study for my exams. especially for my Econs, idk how am i gonna pass it. sian x100.

so btw, i will edit this post if anything interesting happens tonight. in the meanwhile, can y'all find some shows for me to watch?? i'm so bored!!! or maybe i should just go back to sleep Z_Z

karma points +100

hihi i woke up late! and ting yi and jh already met liao! :/ i will just find them later! hehehe when they come back! meanwhile, i'll just find a show to watch ^^ ttyl~

/edit

so i met them around 7 at gekpoh! me and yi bought mcdonalds for dinner! and we rented a movie called couples retreat? hahaha!! not bad a show... but nothing interesting about it! hahaha so we watched and talked and ate like a pig! after the show i went home with ting while yi stayed to play mahjong~~

i have to wash the dishes for 1 whole month damnnnnnns. hope that bunch of people who complained will get karma!!! why won't you just stay out of our business, stupid fuckers. i hope y'all never die a good death. FUCKERS FUCKERS FUCKERS.

hoo~ chill. after that i watched SHINee reality show! the whole 12 episodes till like 7. and i went off to sleep!

see ya in another post!

fuck my life.

very sian, because of some matters. what should i dooooooooooooooooooooo????

very sian, exams are coming.

how do i do laundry? somebody teach me?

being a badass

so today i woke up at 2. submitted my IDS which took like 5 minutes then went out to meet jasper, vanessa, brandon and isaac, and daniel and jiayi. i went to pierce my WS.

when i was in the room with the piercer, he was like "give me a minute and was fiddling with his phone. iPhone. i was like how come iPhone so squarish. looks like iPod Touch 1st generation. then he asked, "my phone nice or not?" haha i was like "huh??" then he said iPhone 4. haha then i realised LOL IT'S iPHONE 4. HAHA "WOW COOL..." and asked how much is it. hahaha $1700 without plan. crazy right? he looks kinda fierce but he's quite friendly la. hahaaha wanted to ask "you malay ah? if you malay, how can you get tattoo..." lol but that would be rude right. but he's nice ^^

after that we walked around and they went to Aston's to eat ^^ me and vanessa just sat there! btw i am glad that me and vanessa could talk and she's super friendly!! and cute la!! :p and thx brandon for that one puff! HAHAHAHA you're not niao or anything! just wanna say thanks la ^^ see you guys soon!! had a great day~

and today so angry! i called jh, texted her, tweeted her, texted ys. noone replied. wtf? -_- okay i forgive her ^^ because she sho moody yst :( :( yet i couldn't be there for her :(

哈咯你好！

今天我要用华文来部落。^^

今天只有一个小时的课，有一点浪费应为我都没有听到课，今天老师太凶了：（ 上完了课，我就去读书馆做我的IDS！做到差不多四点，我便去到CINELEISURE去换我的鞋（应为太小了）那个服侍我的男孩超可爱的！！！ <3 换完了鞋，我就回家了。好闷哦。。。明天我要去打洞了：P 希望他们不要提高价钱，不然我就不打了，应为我觉得有一点浪费钱？可是我从以前就很想打了！

做完了IDS感觉很爽咯！^^可是。。。考试却要到了，觉得好闷，好不开心！好怕我会不及格咯：（请上天保佑我!好了，没有东西写了，给你们一些照片，别流口水噢！



KEY 好可爱！！！！ 还有我的宝贝LEE　ＴＡＥＭＩＮ！永远都那么帅！我好想要他们！
好了，好困！想去睡了！晚安！ＣＨＡＬ　ＪＵ　ＭＵ　ＳＡＥ　ＹＯ～